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27 May'06 its key into my brain~ anD i hOpe this try last forever~ =)
2 wOrst dressings i've ever dOne in my 3 yrs life~ bOth with maggOts crawling arOund~ anD damn such a fOul smEll~ till i wanna vOmit~ anD i'm sUrplse~ i'm still alive without anything gOing into my stOmach since morning! usually i'll bE having hypO liao~ 1 more weEk tO go~ anD i'll bE free~ sO buCk uP gal!!!
i'm climbing~ but... i'm always falling~ i'm also always picking myself up~ its goes the same this time rOund~ i've to manage to pick myself up once again~ without any hElp~ i hOpe i can succeed~ cos i've no more time to fall again! i'll try to keep on the positive side!
the tears in my eyes have blurred my vision~ i no longer can see clearly again~
i'm in dOubt~ can sOmeone enlightened mE!
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gUess what~ i've recelvEd my licence~ yEah ^_^ bUt the plc uGly uGly~ nO time tO take a new plc sO just settle fOr the Old plc~ sO regrEt!!! haa~i'm tOo haPpy/laZy tO change oUt of UnifOrm way back hOme jUst now~ thinking & thinking & thinking~ thOught that sometimes in lifE~ one sldn't pln sO much hOpe in dOing something~ yEsh,mOre effOrt & confidence is neEded~ bUt sometimes tOo over~ makE things more wOrst! jUst like how my driving fareS~ nOt only that~ still gOt other things~ if i mysElf know i've pUt in effOrt~ in dOlng something~ nO matter what the rEsult is~ i know that's enOugh!!! arh slan~ i'll bE dOlng nigHt shlft on wEd & thU~ 3yrs in my lifE~ 1st 2 night shlft haa~ hopefUlly can sUrvive~ hm~ perhaps i sld drink sOme volka b4 i gO for wOrk~ haa~coS a bit of alcolic makeS me awake! or maybE U guys can call mE & chat with mE~ ^_^
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tO all the Mothers In thls wOrld nO matter where U are ^_^
slaCk @ hoMe today~ always last min fly kltE~ whatever~ arggg~ i wanna get an MP3~ i wanna get tat grEen adidda sling bAg~ ---blaStlng the music--- (( 200 Ways to Cheer Yourself )) 181. Call the people who mean the most to u and tell that person how u feel. 182. Don…t give a second thought to how others view how u handle your life. 183. Make happy memories for someone else. 184. Learn when to say enough is enough! 185. Even if you can…t sleep, rest! 186. Just because you make a mistake doesn…t mean you are a mistake! 187. Let love be the motive behind all your actions 188. Start the next chapter of your life with a clean slate. 189. Write down all roles you play in life. Are there any that you want to change or even drop? 190. Make a recipe for life that is nine parts happiness and only one part heartache 191. Always be asking yourself how can you be happier.
i'm tired real tired~ since attachment start~ nO 1 day is a gOod rest~ at last tOday can slp sO sOundly~ bUt have tO replace wOrk on Sat~ slan~ today paper~ frankly,i'm scared~ its the last of the last~ hopefully~ i'm lOsing my appetite~ since attachment start again~ skipping meals~ snacks for meals~ gastric pain~ hypOglcemia~ every signs & symptoms has appeared! i nO longer can finish 1 meal properly~ even @ hOme! shit~ i'm dead!!! p/s:Congrates Shuli,u made it tOo!Happy for U!Shall cya on Frl,its ladles night!!!
tester : 'Do you know u are driving so slow','i can reach jurong in 30mins if for you ard 1hr man' tester : 'you are always delaying here & there ar & nv check ur rear mirror etc etc' tester : 'alyo this is the 3rd time u took liao leh' After all the nagging,the tester purposely cover up,don't wanna let me see before finally~he pass me the paper! And i saw yEah "I PASS" - 18 pts * all my small minor things was deducted* this time~ a peaceful & calm mind~ nO more worrying if i'll cry a not~ perhaps i'm numb liao~ it seems that even though i've pass~ im not in the least happy at all! thinking that 'oh i've pass ok,at last BUT its on my 3rd attempt'~ my own expectations are always falling below it~ anyway,everyone is happy for me,thankz ppl =) those who give me the encOuragement,i appreciate! not forgetting my 2 instrutors,Desmond & Paul => ~!~!~!~!~ back tO attachmEent ~!~!~!~!~ PRCP ended for most
'busy' is the wOrd~ bUsy till i forgot the time~ busy till i sklp my break~ bUsy till i no longer knows what i'm dOlng~ busy till i no longer knows what tired is~ bUsy till i cant even sleep wEll at night~ *tOns and tOns of things tO learn* sO tons & tons of stress is pilling uP again! *anD l'll have tO learn it fast & well* lastly buSy till i almost forgot tml is my TP ~ arggg~ jUst started tO get some anxiety~ 3rd time liao~ kEeps pondering 'will i pass'~ my mum threatened me tO pass leh~ if not~hohOoo!!! Best of lUck tO me!!!
the cafE atmosphere was grEat & nice~ had an enjOyable night ~ thankz kEnnEth!!! p/s:eh remember the photo hor,i want leh haa!!! ----bOred nOw---- fOund this questionaire on someone bLog's~ find it interesting sO here wE gO~~~ Name: pEili Nickname(s): ah-li / yOng... Racial Background: Asian Blood Type: O Birth Date: 4/9/1984 Horoscope: vlrgO Hometown: Singapore Location: North-east Eye Color/Type: Light Brown Hair Color/Type: Black w/ fated dyE Height: tall Weight: average Do you wear prescription glasses?: Yesh Do you wear sunglasses?: depends Do you wear prescription lens?: Yeah Do you wear colored contacts?: Nope Best Features (looks): hmm.. eyes Worst Features (looks): FATsss haa~ Transportation:Bus only,i'm a nerd in taking train Pets: nopE~i hope i can havE a chamelOn haa~i'm cOld-blooded! PERSONALITY-WISE General Mood: ^_^ Words to Describe You:cheerful,dependable,organise,quiet,observable! What Type of Person are You: thinker,always think haa~ Best Features (pe