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2009 is coming to an end soon~ what have you guys achieve in this year? me? i've found my little prince~ i managed to slim down~ iam happy for the early part of the year~ 2010 is coming soon~ what do you wish to achieve for the coming year? me? the more you expect, the more you may be disappointed with. life is just so complicating~ sometimes you just wish you had no troubles with no problems and no stress~ well, Happy 2010 =)

Sometimes,its's not that bad to be alone!

this post came a bit later but nevertheless HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY SHERINE =) *muacks* im sure you enjoyed that night a lot =)

as i'll be on leave next week~ its time tO paint my nailsssss~ and thanks tO cousin,simple & nice *happy*

how unlucky can i be last week till now~ last week, consecutive 3 days i've been spilling drinks over on the floor~ and cleaning up the stupid mess~ today even worst, dumbo me actually pour fuit punch onto 'MYSELF' and got all my 'inside' wet..... i feel like slapping myself... i feel like banging myself... how can i be so unlucky during this joyful season~ no idea but just dont really have the 'feel' for xmas this year!

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Dear Santa, I promise to be good~ and i've been well-behave for the past few months~ When twenty-fifth decemeber comes, Santa,i dont ask for much~ 'Just bless everyone around me,my family,dearie,lovely friends in good health,wealth & happiness' love, pEili p/s: Santa,if can maybe add in another muimui or LV bag *ops* haaa~joking!!!

for the past few days~ i've been living in agony i've not been eating well~ i've not been drinking well~ i've not been brushing my teeth well~ i've not been talking clearly~ and i've not been kissing my bf toO~ *muhaha,that's not the main point* the main point is: I've this hUge 8mm concave ULCER~~~ just a tiny winy little ulcer can cause me sOOo much agony!!! Santa,i promise to be good~ please let this ulcer heal faster!!!

boyfriend surprise me with this when im feeling down =)

if there's ever a chance for a day in my life to be ever so perfect~ so flawless~ wouldn't the world be a much better place for me/everyone to fit in? not to be a pessimist~ but it seems so true that unpleasant things, do happen everyday this week! nearing xmas,there should be joy~ but why am i feeling so moody this week~ i tear till i look like a gold fish~ i walk till i look like a zombie~ i feel so listless that i wish im not working now~ i feel so 'slan' that i dont even want to smile to anyone~ i feel so insecure which i should have never be~ hopefully weekends will be better~ i need some chocolates to cheer me up! i need a big hug to calm me down! i need my smile back!

its amazing how times flies~ all the memories that we had~ falling deeply in love in you~ our first date~ our first pinic~ our first bowling session~ our first kl trlp~ our first celebration of bdays~ and many other more outings! appreciate the things you have done for me~ reassure me in every ways~ a part of you has grown in me~ a part of me has grown in you~ im just completely fallen in love with you again & again! Happy 7th hottie =)

my legs,my knees,my joints~ in simple~ the lower half of my body all gave way~

Yu Jun & Jolene 30112009

i must say its a mixed feelings this 2 days~ i can't figure out how exactly i'm feeling right now~ someone told me 'i though u hate to study' my grades aint that fantastic at all in sch~ so what's the reason to make such a quick decision~ its when until a certain 'time' when you get boring with work and work and work again~ this word 'study' pop out from the mind! its when you want to upgrade yourself,learn more things, get more challenge! so i guess its time to study~ i wonder how is it feel like to be back as 'half a student' haa~

i woke uP and find myself drowning in my sweats~ i had a bad dream few days ago~ only had the time to blog now~ a dream which i hope it it'll never ever happen~ if it happen,i probably will get a heart attack. nO more bad dreams please!